I have been drawing this for the last ten hours straight



I WAS


SO CLOSE


GRAHHHHAHSDJFHG

/passes out

/hand falls off

/gets an award for omg teh best legs evar amirite???

THE SPAM SHALL BE UNENDING, LIKE THE SPICE

ffff the last time I checked Taobao was honestly like, two years ago. And everything that you could find on it was also listed on ebay, such as lame bootleg figures.

Times have changed for the better. That black lolwtfaqua blue duel disk and some of those tins will be mine in due time. 8|

And I'm just going to keep on linking to awesome bootlegs because oh god bootlegs sjdhgf

Jack and Watapon redux

The only fake card I'm going to list. I fully recommend taking a look at this guy's other auctions, though. He has the most lolwhat character card sets available.

More boxart that only someone who has seen GX will get. Manjoume and Fubuki are listed, somewhere, too.

Taking the above too far

Seriously, what the christ.

I don't know what this is.

And I lied, more awesome fake cards.

Also, my proxies are superior- lolwaitwhat

And I'll be adding more once firefox stops locking up on me hardcore/Taobao starts showing me preview images again fffff

God bless bootleggers.

God bless every last one of them. ;-;

And if I'm converting it rite, it's like ten bucks American, too. /wrists

But fff, I absolutely love the higher-end YGO bootlegs out of Hong Kong and China; they really are something to behold most of the time. Because whoever the bootleggers are, it's obvious that they actually enjoy/know/care about the series.

Because, I mean, srsly.

And edit for even more lolawesome.

THAT ISN'T ACCURATE


THAT ISN'T ACCURATE AT ALL

aksjdhf

My internet cancellation was a lie, apparently, for numerous reasons - the main one being that it ended up being smarter/cheaper/easier/etc to just keep paying the 20 bucks a month for it, rather then pay the lolwhat fee they're charging to break our widdol contract that's not even a month old.

Things are. Okayish for now. They're teetering, and we won't know for two weeks if things have teetered into the black abyss of KAJHDFJKJDHFG or not. Wooooooo.

My mother is also being extremely weird in regards to me getting a job again, [DAMNIT MOM MAKE UP YOUR MIND JSHDGFJSDHFG] and she's doggedly insisting that I keep on going in regards to my college adventure. Which I have, sort-of. I don't know how she expects me to keep doing it without collapsing under the weight of my own fear and guilt, though, seeing as how my absolute worst nightmare about going off to college is pretty much coming true right now. :\


( ksjhdfg idk have a derptastic Trueman drawing )


ALSO HOROKO I MAILED YOU THE LAMEST COLLECTION OF LAME THINGS IN THE WORLD LIKE A WEEK AGO


DID YOU GET IT ;A;


FFFFF GODDAMN POSTAL SERVICE THOSE FLAVORED LUBRICANTS COMPLETELY INNOCUOUS ITEMS WERE NOT FOR YOU RAAAGGGEEEE

My mother just came home.

She was fired today, for the completely bullshit reason of "poor punctuality."


So we're turning the internet off [again], and I'm going to go see if McDonalds will hire me back, even though I really, really don't want to go back to working there.

So college is on hold for another year, I guess.



Fucking hell.

ffffffff okay so


I have a meager 15 dollars that I can either go to u-con with, or that I can use right now to commission someone for a full-color, three-character piece of pornography art.

I would have probably ended up using the 15 dollars for pornography art at the con, anyway, and this deal is just too omgawesomebutwhyareyoucheapeningyourartlikethisbawwww to pass up.


DECISIONS DECISIONS


ALSO I DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE ANY IDEA WTF I'D COMMISSION

I'm on a Trueman/Asuka kick right now and someone needs to knee me in the stomach before I hurt myself via lolwhat overdose.


also-also I find it so depressing that it took McDonalds almost a year after I quit to finally correct my address. I CANNOT WAIT TO GET MY TAX RETURN WOO

Because this year it isn't going to be the government trolling me with a check for four dollars. 8|

Posts like this [and there are a lot of them] quickly loose their novelty once the terrifying realization sets in that the OP is being completely serious.

And I won't even get into what happens when the realization sets in that the numerous people replying in a like-minded manner are also being completely serious.



Also,



I should ttly trade my dolls in for lunch meat.

Out of nowhere, for no discernible reason, SAI has stopped letting me save/export in any format that isn't PSD. And when I re-open those PSDs in SAI, all the layer data has, uh, false-merged I guess, leaving numerous blank layers beneath a merged top layer. Then it won't let me save/export the re-opened file at all.

This wouldn't be too much of a problem if it weren't for the fact that photoshop and SAI don't get along too well, with PSD's saved in SAI coming up with tons weird, white 'pixel noise' when opened in photoshop.

I completely uninstalled it and then reinstalled it twice via two different methods, and the problem persists.


This kind of sucks.


WHY DOES EVERY ART PROGRAM I LIKE DRAWING IN DIE..?! backslash wrists

fffuuuuuuuu-----


I know it's going to go for at least 100 dorra, and that makes me extremely sad.



Edit:
This is also why GX's KOREAMATION! irks me to no end. While it's so completely impossible to find production art for GX, Japanese animators are all 'WELL LET'S SELL THESE SEEING AS HOW WE'RE DONE WITH THEM LOL.'

I will never4get, when 5D's was on like, episode five, and someone posted storyboards onto Y!J that were for the middle of the Fortune Cup.

Also because my brain is so fried right now that all I can seem to do is veg out watching videos, I am plugging this series with all my might.

Because it is a masterpiece.

( why yes i do enjoy grinding my own face into pavement and broken glass )



td;dr for real: I feel so sick, ashamed, and fucking stupid that it's not even funny. But I'll suck it up, and send in the scores when I get them regardless. I will also be retaking the test, regardless. After enrolling myself into some formal math prep classes, because Jesus fuck.

Oh, Exdeath. /old

woo I'm alive

but not really 8U;

My SAT is this Saturday, and I haven't gotten nearly as much studying done as I'd have liked to in this past month, mostly due to unending torrents of miscellaneous faggotry.

And I'm not quite sure how much good more studying will even do me, as I've taken two different versions of the ~*~official practice test~*~, both of which I did pretty poorly on. Because in the last two years, it seems that I've gone and forgotten every math-related thing that I've ever learned, and trying to re-learn all of it is just not working. kjehrghfj

And even though I've filed my FAFSA, which i also think i screwed up on sjdhfg, I haven't even started working on any of my college applications or my super duper srs portfolio, which I need to have done before the 15th of February.

tl;dr: BAWWW, STRESS. And I desperately wish that I was able to manage my time in a less shitastic manner.




and askdjfhg I cannot afford to get distracted by bad fanfiction whajfhg


BUT SERIOUSLY, SIN FUCKING TRUTH DRAGON WHAT THE CHRIST.





oh and then there's also this

oh god i have the self control of a fruit fly and i am ashamed of myself

at

at least he was exceptionally cheap and partially a gift?

brb OTL forever

I really, honestly cannot stress how much I'm thankful for and appreciate everyone's constant and overflowing support, even though my college decision is awful and is likely going to ruin my life I am, to put it bluntly, an aloof fountain of needless and negative BAWWWWWWing, and an insurmountably inconsiderate jerk when it comes to repaying the raburabu favor with actually responding to and paying mind to you guys and your journals.

Despite my crippling and perpetual shortcomings in expressing it, my love for you guys is overflowing like the spice, and it always will be. ;______;

On top of prepping for my SATs, I'll be chugging away at my portfolio and will definitely hit up my local libraries for something other then SAT prep for dummies medical reference books, and works by Andrew Loomis and Glenn Vilppu as to better make my portfolio look freaking awesome for the AIB guys.

But yeah, about that perpetually on-again-off-again hiaattuusss.

Remember that AT&T triple charge of ffuuuuu- awhile back?

Well, we thought we finally had it straightened out - they eventually refunded us [well after the initial 'we'll give it to you then, lol' estimate] after we/the bank repetitively hounded them, and the bank finally started to cover all the checks that my mother had out during her account freeze, and they wavered all overdrafts due to her account being overdrawn because of AT&T's dipshittery like they said they would. So, with all the bills/rent successfully paid and with her bank account back to stability, we were doin' gr8 and were just going to take it easy and focus on Christmas stuff.

BUT WE CANNOT ENJOY OUR FRUITCAEK.

Today we received a letter from AT&T saying that the money they refunded us was 'refunded in error' and that they are requesting 800 bucks [+ an additional ~*~20 dorra charge~*~ for. Something relating to the bank that I can't remember.] to be paid to them before the 22nd, or they'll cut our service. ¯\(°_o)/¯

When my mother called to fix this glaringly retarded mistake, one of their receptionists was, in short, a snippy bitch who hung up on my mother.

So in tl;dr: AT&T is run by fucking idiots who are damned determined to steal 800 dorra from us, and they are turning off our service in three days because we refuse to give them money which they are not entitled to in any way, shape, or form.

brb court and comcast


/angsts

/goes to pull out of that dorrie order like a douche


Maybe this is just God's way of telling me to study and work harder, fgt.

From now on, I'm going to start tossing my junk drawings right on in here.

Because I need to get out of the habit of scribbling constantly, but never doing anything with any of it.

ALSO, I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE CRITIQUE.

Except when it comes to everyone looking psychotic with lolwhat mouths, because lol sry that's just how i roll.

Because I need to be called out of my comfort zone with my repetitive angles, and direly need to lern2better my /anatomies/





and actually draw girls

I JUST GOT MY TRANSCRIPT IN THE MAIL


AND MY GPA IS FREAKING .1 AWAY FROM QUALIFYING FOR A $7,500 SCHOLARSHIP WITH AIB


FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK


/should have tried harder


/cries forever

For some reason, I was thinking that the deadline for applying to AIB itself was in April; it's February 15th.

So, I'm officially not going to exist at all for the next two months, as I never took my SATs because I am a superfailure. I'm going to have to study hard and fast in order to do decently on the January tests, so I can possibly qualify for a scholarship. Which I desperately need.

Because fuck. 150,000 for a goddamn art digree.


Which I'm going to be paying for.



On my own.



Over the course of like 20 years.



wharjhsdhgfjfgh I was just barely making 500 a month working billion hour weeks at McDonalds. How the fuck am I suppose to make 500+ a month by juggling a job and school full-time.



But, it's what I want to do because I am a special kind of gigantic fucking moron/masochist.

( Do Want. Times ten quadrillion. )


( Do Not Want, also known as AAAUGHHHHSHHFHJDHFHHDHF GACKT[?] WILL EAT YOUR SOUL. )




ANYWAY I WILL SHUT UP ABOUT THESE CREEPY THINGS NOW. It's like a horrible rotating cycle; I'll be all OH YEY DORRIES for six months, focus on other things for six months, then the moment I go to sell something I get sucked back in for some ungodly amount of time before it's back to neglect.



( Also this. )

Fucking Crow.